Unfinished Love

It was not a regular day. I woke up at 4:45 am got ready by 5:30 am, went to the temple at 6am. I was not feeling too good about waking up that early until I saw him. I can never forget his face. The first time I saw him. Walking towards me. I was nervous. My outfit looked like shit but when he came close to me I forgot all the tension, all the nervousness. I looked into his deep eyes and felt something I never felt. I didn't get to talk to him or meet him but I got to see him. Our story may have not been a love story but, still, I cannot forget the first time I saw him and the last time I saw him. The feeling in my heart was more than just puppy love or attraction. Even I don't know what to call it, but I believe whatever it was, it was more than just a random crush or attraction. Till this day I wish to see him once more, get to know him, and confess my feelings. He may not even know me. But that doesn't matter. I don't want to be his girlfriend. But I want a beautiful relationship between us. A relationship that doesn't have a name. Which is not love but is also not friendship. I know this is complicated but so is each one of us's life. 

xoxo

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