Living more

You know how you feel that if that one person will leave you then you won't be able to live or survive and everything looks worthless in front of them. What happens when they actually leave you? Do you die? No, you don't! I used to think that if my special person left me then I wouldn't be able to live and I genuinely only cared about him only but then one day he actually left. It was devastating but then one day I woke up and realised that nothing is different. I realised that crying was not an option, he is not oxygen or water or food without whom I can't live, he is just a person, just like all the other people, the only difference was that I gave him a bit too much power over me. I cried over him for months! I always felt like it was all my fault and I didn't deserve him or that I shouldn't have broken up with him. It took me months to realise that what's yours never leaves and what's not yours never stays.

When someone treats you like shit, you need to leave them even though it hurts like hell but it is all worth it. At least you are not stuck in an endless cycle of feeling worthless, useless and shallow. 

Not all people are meant to be in your life forever. 

The only people that should be as important as oxygen should be parents. Don't you think?

Everything was in past, now it's time to move on and forget that someone like that was ever in my life. People come and go, that's just how life is. The most important thing is, that I still have people who care for me, who love me, those are my friends, my parents, my family, they are the most important thing in life.

Life is not about crying over people who wronged you, it's about enjoying every moment, having no regrets, doing everything that makes you happy, travelling, taking risks and living to the fullest.